\u00c7ocuktum…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir da\u011f insan\u0131 \u00e2\u015f\u0131k eder mi kendine? Da\u011f m\u0131 insana vurulur? \u0130nsan m\u0131 da\u011fa? Da\u011fa vurulan herkes da\u011fda m\u0131 vurulur? Da\u011flanm\u0131\u015f her y\u00fcrek solu\u011fu da\u011fda m\u0131 al\u0131r yoksa? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dedem, Kato u\u00e7urumlar\u0131n\u0131 aratmayan dimdik y\u00fcz\u00fcyle her g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011finde seni d\u00fc\u015flerime almam\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ca tembihlerdi o zamanlar. S\u00fcmb\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131! Sonra ye\u015fil parkal\u0131 devrimciler vard\u0131. Evren Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n cemselerine istiflenip Zap Vadisine do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fckleri g\u00fcn, korkudan titreyen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n karde\u015flerine sonradan Evren ismini koyan korkak babalar da vard\u0131. Radyolardan \u00f6l\u00fcm haberleri yay\u0131l\u0131rken b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fehre, sonradan o da\u011flarda kar gibi eriyip b\u00fcy\u00fck nehirlere akacak olan \u00e7ocuklar, \u2018ez berfa \u00e7iyak\u00ea re\u015f im\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan ezberine alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Korkak babalara, abilerini al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcren cemselere ve Kenan Pa\u015fa’ya inat. \u0130nat, devrimciydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
O kapkara iklimin i\u00e7inde \u00f6rg\u00fctsel dok\u00fcmanlar\u0131 rafa dizip Tomiks ve Teksas’lar\u0131 yakan bir annenin ay\u0131b\u0131n\u0131 kimse \u00fcst\u00fcne alm\u0131yordu nedense. Ger\u00e7eklik bazen o kadar a\u011f\u0131r gelirdi ki insanlara, d\u00fc\u015f dualar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131 olurdu. Parkas\u0131n\u0131n cebinde Mao’nun k\u0131z\u0131l kitap\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, boynunda muskalarla gezen bir deliye benziyordu o \u015fehir\u2026 Sonra dedem vard\u0131! Mihemed Arif’in Am\u00eena’s\u0131 her \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda jilet gibi keskin nas\u0131rl\u0131 parmaklar\u0131yla g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerdi, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 kesesini y\u0131rtmak istercesine. Kaset her tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendini ve kaseti geriye sarard\u0131 inatla; kendini durmadan geriye saran k\u0131r\u0131k bir ezgiydi dedem. \u0130mam\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini duymaktan ve Kenan Evren’in y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmaktan nefret ederdi. \u2018Mele \u00fb Kenan Pa\u015fa bi hevra fermana me diniv\u00eesin\u2019 dedi\u011fi g\u00fcnden sonra kuts\u00ee olan\u0131 tersinden okuyan bir m\u00fcnaf\u0131\u011f\u0131n erdemini ya\u015fad\u0131 durdu; Kenan Pa\u015fa\u2019n\u0131n darbe bildirgesini okudu\u011fu binan\u0131n hemen yan\u0131ndaki hastanede kalbi duruncaya dek\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcyordum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ezberim bozuktu; kekemeydim. \u00c2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum o siyah g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131, \u00f6\u011fretmenime ve \u00f6\u011fretmenimin yolda\u015flar\u0131na i\u015fkence yap\u0131yormu\u015f o me\u015fhur siyasi \u015fubede. O k\u0131z\u0131n elleri, Kenan Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n elleri ve dedemin yaral\u0131 bir kaplumba\u011fan\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131ran kabuklanm\u0131\u015f elleri! Ellerin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131 insan\u0131n ki\u015fisel tarihidir diyordu bil c\u00fcmle bilgeler. Ne Mutlu T\u00fcrk\u00fcm Diyene yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu o heybetli u\u00e7uruma bakarken b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u00fcmlenin i\u00e7inden (Ne diye?) k\u0131sm\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131p kalan bir \u00e7ocuk mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 o \u015fehrin hemen yan\u0131nda. O kadar \u00e7ok \u00f6l\u00fcyorduk ki! ‘\u00c7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, hatta g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez \u00e7izikler bile b\u00fcy\u00fck yar\u0131lmalar\u0131n habercisidir’ t\u00fcr\u00fcnden c\u00fcmleler kuramayacak kadar beyaz k\u0131z\u0131n diline yabanc\u0131yd\u0131m. Dedem inatla seni ve u\u00e7urumlarda a\u00e7an o reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ili\u015ftiriyordu anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fclerin bir yerlerine. Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcler eskidik\u00e7e ben eksiliyordum sanki. Onun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar fazlala\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ben ya\u015flan\u0131yordum. Ve ya\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ylece anlad\u0131m durdum y\u0131llarca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurdu\u011fum t\u00fcm bu hengameli c\u00fcmleler haritan\u0131n bat\u0131s\u0131ndan gelmi\u015f beyaz y\u00fczl\u00fc okul arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bende b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 azg\u0131n bir kompleksti asl\u0131nda. Bu \u00fclkede herkes ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n diliyle m\u00fckemmel konu\u015fur. Kendi anadili hep kekeme kal\u0131r o y\u00fczden. Ve dedem vard\u0131! K\u00f6y\u00fcn imam\u0131na \u2018insan bazen hakikatinden o kadar uzakla\u015f\u0131r ki kendi yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yalan\u0131na bile iman eder\u2019 dedi\u011finde k\u00f6yde ad\u0131 orospuya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kimse anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onu. Sekiz k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funa ra\u011fmen tek bir erkek \u00e7ocuk yakalamak onu hi\u00e7bir zaman kendinden utanan bir avc\u0131 yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Cebindeki akide \u015fekerleri, yat\u0131l\u0131 okullarda b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fcn Dersimli hem\u015firesi, insan mutlak yaln\u0131z ya\u015fayabilir ve Zagros so\u011fu\u011funda bile \u00fcz\u00fcm yeti\u015fir inad\u0131 onun \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130nat devrimciydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ve kocaman elleri vard\u0131 dedemin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra Kenan Pa\u015fa vard\u0131! Kap\u0131s\u0131nda tulumba tatl\u0131s\u0131 sat\u0131lan Diyarbak\u0131r Zindan\u0131 vard\u0131 ve kap\u0131s\u0131nda coplanan beyaz t\u00fclbentleriyle anneler vard\u0131! And\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 her okudu\u011fumuzda ant i\u00e7mi\u015f gibi hizaya bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gelemeyen \u00e7ocuklar vard\u0131! G\u00f6zleri m\u00fctemadiyen S\u00fcmb\u00fcl’\u00fcn ard\u0131na bakan ve bazen i\u00e7imizi parampar\u00e7a eden bir \u00f6fke vard\u0131! Zehirli bir suskunluk vard\u0131! \u0130zmir ve Ankara\u2019dan her geli\u015flerinde iyi \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin, temiz ve geni\u015f caddelerin, ma\u011fazalar\u0131n, Coca Cola\u2019n\u0131n ve beyaz k\u0131zlar\u0131n reklam\u0131n\u0131 yapan bir s\u00fcr\u00fc Y\u0131lmaz Erdo\u011fan\u2019lar vard\u0131! Herkes i\u015fini g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, i\u00e7ine g\u00fcc\u00fcne bak\u0131yordu o g\u00fcnlerde! Hepimizin i\u00e7i k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck ve bize bile yetmeyecek kadar zay\u0131ft\u0131! Somut ko\u015fullar\u0131n her somut tahlilinde g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bildi\u011fimizden \u00e7ok daha az oldu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Sonra durmadan azan \u2018bir g\u00fcn mutlaka\u2019 romantizmi vard\u0131! Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve b\u0131\u00e7k\u0131n abilerimizin be\u015f par\u00e7a m\u0131, d\u00f6rt par\u00e7a m\u0131? K\u0131r m\u0131, \u015fehir mi? diye s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bitmi\u015fti. Herkes sessizce kendi i\u00e7inde b\u00f6lge b\u00f6lge ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kay\u0131plar\u0131n haritalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu. Abak\u00fcs ve fi\u015fler d\u00f6nemi bitmi\u015f, kay\u0131p insanlar\u0131n camilerde tespih taneleriyle say\u0131lma mevsimi gelmi\u015fti. Fi\u015flenmi\u015f ve fi\u015ften gelen ak\u0131mla ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirilmi\u015f binlerce ya\u015fam\u0131n yas\u0131n\u0131 tutuyordu anneler\u2026 Ama dedem vard\u0131! \u2018Ahmet Emmi ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun?\u2019 diye soran y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131ya, ince s\u0131r\u0131tmas\u0131yla \u2018Mustafa Kemali d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum\u2019 diyordu darbe ko\u015fullar\u0131nda. Kocaman ve nas\u0131rl\u0131 ellerini soran herkese \u2018eme\u011fin ellerinde zarafet olmaz\u2019 deyi\u015fini unutamad\u0131 daha sonra y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc da\u011flara d\u00f6nen ve bir daha geri d\u00f6nmeyen \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dedem, k\u00f6ye her geli\u015finde cebinde akide \u015fekerleri da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rd\u0131 yol ba\u015flar\u0131nda sadece onun geli\u015fini bekleyen \u00e7ocuklara. Bir g\u00fcn cebi bo\u015f geldi k\u00f6ye. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc dedem \u00e7ocukla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar ise b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc art\u0131k. Ve dedem \u00f6ld\u00fc! Ve imam \u00f6ld\u00fc! \u00c7ocuklar g\u00f6zlerini alan o da\u011f ba\u015flar\u0131nda vuruldu! Ve Kenan Evren ressam oldu! \u00d6yk\u00fcm tam ortas\u0131ndan d\u00f6rde b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
7 Mart 2012 \u00c7ocuktum… Bir da\u011f insan\u0131 \u00e2\u015f\u0131k eder mi kendine? Da\u011f m\u0131 insana vurulur? \u0130nsan m\u0131 da\u011fa? Da\u011fa vurulan herkes da\u011fda m\u0131 vurulur? Da\u011flanm\u0131\u015f her y\u00fcrek solu\u011fu da\u011fda m\u0131 al\u0131r yoksa? Dedem, Kato u\u00e7urumlar\u0131n\u0131 aratmayan dimdik y\u00fcz\u00fcyle her g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011finde seni d\u00fc\u015flerime almam\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ca tembihlerdi o zamanlar. S\u00fcmb\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131! Sonra ye\u015fil parkal\u0131 devrimciler vard\u0131. Evren Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n cemselerine istiflenip Zap Vadisine do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fckleri g\u00fcn, korkudan titreyen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n karde\u015flerine sonradan Evren ismini koyan korkak babalar da vard\u0131. Radyolardan \u00f6l\u00fcm haberleri yay\u0131l\u0131rken b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fehre, sonradan o da\u011flarda kar gibi eriyip b\u00fcy\u00fck nehirlere akacak olan \u00e7ocuklar, \u2018ez berfa \u00e7iyak\u00ea re\u015f im\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan ezberine alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Korkak babalara, abilerini al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcren cemselere ve Kenan Pa\u015fa’ya inat. \u0130nat, devrimciydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc! O kapkara iklimin i\u00e7inde \u00f6rg\u00fctsel dok\u00fcmanlar\u0131 rafa dizip Tomiks ve Teksas’lar\u0131 yakan bir annenin ay\u0131b\u0131n\u0131 kimse \u00fcst\u00fcne alm\u0131yordu nedense. Ger\u00e7eklik bazen o kadar a\u011f\u0131r gelirdi ki insanlara, d\u00fc\u015f dualar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131klar\u0131 olurdu. Parkas\u0131n\u0131n cebinde Mao’nun k\u0131z\u0131l kitap\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, boynunda muskalarla gezen bir deliye benziyordu o \u015fehir\u2026 Sonra dedem vard\u0131! Mihemed Arif’in Am\u00eena’s\u0131 her \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda jilet gibi keskin nas\u0131rl\u0131 parmaklar\u0131yla g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silerdi, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 kesesini y\u0131rtmak istercesine. Kaset her tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendini ve kaseti geriye sarard\u0131 inatla; kendini durmadan geriye saran k\u0131r\u0131k bir ezgiydi dedem. \u0130mam\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini duymaktan ve Kenan Evren’in y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmaktan nefret ederdi. \u2018Mele \u00fb Kenan Pa\u015fa bi hevra fermana me diniv\u00eesin\u2019 dedi\u011fi g\u00fcnden sonra kuts\u00ee olan\u0131 tersinden okuyan bir m\u00fcnaf\u0131\u011f\u0131n erdemini ya\u015fad\u0131 durdu; Kenan Pa\u015fa\u2019n\u0131n darbe bildirgesini okudu\u011fu binan\u0131n hemen yan\u0131ndaki hastanede kalbi duruncaya dek\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fcyordum\u2026 Ezberim bozuktu; kekemeydim. \u00c2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum o siyah g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131, \u00f6\u011fretmenime ve \u00f6\u011fretmenimin yolda\u015flar\u0131na i\u015fkence yap\u0131yormu\u015f o me\u015fhur siyasi \u015fubede. O k\u0131z\u0131n elleri, Kenan Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n elleri ve dedemin yaral\u0131 bir kaplumba\u011fan\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131ran kabuklanm\u0131\u015f elleri! Ellerin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131 insan\u0131n ki\u015fisel tarihidir diyordu bil c\u00fcmle bilgeler. Ne Mutlu T\u00fcrk\u00fcm Diyene yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu o heybetli u\u00e7uruma bakarken b\u00fct\u00fcn c\u00fcmlenin i\u00e7inden (Ne diye?) k\u0131sm\u0131na tak\u0131l\u0131p kalan bir \u00e7ocuk mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 o \u015fehrin hemen yan\u0131nda. O kadar \u00e7ok \u00f6l\u00fcyorduk ki! ‘\u00c7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, hatta g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez \u00e7izikler bile b\u00fcy\u00fck yar\u0131lmalar\u0131n habercisidir’ t\u00fcr\u00fcnden c\u00fcmleler kuramayacak kadar beyaz k\u0131z\u0131n diline yabanc\u0131yd\u0131m. Dedem inatla seni ve u\u00e7urumlarda a\u00e7an o reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ili\u015ftiriyordu anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fclerin bir yerlerine. Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcler eskidik\u00e7e ben eksiliyordum sanki. Onun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar fazlala\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a ben ya\u015flan\u0131yordum. Ve ya\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6ylece anlad\u0131m durdum y\u0131llarca. Kurdu\u011fum t\u00fcm bu hengameli c\u00fcmleler haritan\u0131n bat\u0131s\u0131ndan gelmi\u015f beyaz y\u00fczl\u00fc okul arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bende b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 azg\u0131n bir kompleksti asl\u0131nda. Bu \u00fclkede herkes ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n diliyle m\u00fckemmel konu\u015fur. Kendi anadili hep kekeme kal\u0131r o y\u00fczden. Ve dedem vard\u0131! K\u00f6y\u00fcn imam\u0131na \u2018insan bazen hakikatinden o kadar uzakla\u015f\u0131r ki kendi yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yalan\u0131na bile iman eder\u2019 dedi\u011finde k\u00f6yde ad\u0131 orospuya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kimse anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onu. Sekiz k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funa ra\u011fmen tek bir erkek \u00e7ocuk yakalamak onu hi\u00e7bir zaman kendinden utanan bir avc\u0131 yapmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Cebindeki akide \u015fekerleri, yat\u0131l\u0131 okullarda b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fcn Dersimli hem\u015firesi, insan mutlak yaln\u0131z ya\u015fayabilir ve Zagros so\u011fu\u011funda bile \u00fcz\u00fcm yeti\u015fir inad\u0131 onun \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130nat devrimciydi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ve kocaman elleri vard\u0131 dedemin! Sonra Kenan Pa\u015fa vard\u0131! Kap\u0131s\u0131nda tulumba tatl\u0131s\u0131 sat\u0131lan Diyarbak\u0131r Zindan\u0131 vard\u0131 ve kap\u0131s\u0131nda coplanan beyaz t\u00fclbentleriyle anneler vard\u0131! And\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 her okudu\u011fumuzda ant i\u00e7mi\u015f gibi hizaya bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gelemeyen \u00e7ocuklar vard\u0131! G\u00f6zleri m\u00fctemadiyen S\u00fcmb\u00fcl’\u00fcn ard\u0131na bakan ve bazen i\u00e7imizi parampar\u00e7a eden bir \u00f6fke vard\u0131! Zehirli bir suskunluk vard\u0131! \u0130zmir ve Ankara\u2019dan her geli\u015flerinde iyi \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin, temiz ve geni\u015f caddelerin, ma\u011fazalar\u0131n, Coca Cola\u2019n\u0131n ve beyaz k\u0131zlar\u0131n reklam\u0131n\u0131 yapan bir s\u00fcr\u00fc Y\u0131lmaz Erdo\u011fan\u2019lar vard\u0131! Herkes i\u015fini g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, i\u00e7ine g\u00fcc\u00fcne bak\u0131yordu o g\u00fcnlerde! Hepimizin i\u00e7i k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck ve bize bile yetmeyecek kadar zay\u0131ft\u0131! Somut ko\u015fullar\u0131n her somut tahlilinde g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bildi\u011fimizden \u00e7ok daha az oldu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Sonra durmadan azan \u2018bir g\u00fcn mutlaka\u2019 romantizmi vard\u0131! Yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve b\u0131\u00e7k\u0131n abilerimizin be\u015f par\u00e7a m\u0131, d\u00f6rt par\u00e7a m\u0131? K\u0131r m\u0131, \u015fehir mi? diye s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 bitmi\u015fti. Herkes sessizce kendi i\u00e7inde b\u00f6lge b\u00f6lge ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kay\u0131plar\u0131n haritalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu. Abak\u00fcs ve fi\u015fler d\u00f6nemi bitmi\u015f, kay\u0131p insanlar\u0131n camilerde tespih taneleriyle say\u0131lma mevsimi gelmi\u015fti. Fi\u015flenmi\u015f ve fi\u015ften gelen ak\u0131mla ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirilmi\u015f binlerce ya\u015fam\u0131n yas\u0131n\u0131 tutuyordu anneler\u2026 Ama dedem vard\u0131! \u2018Ahmet Emmi ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun?\u2019 diye soran y\u00fczba\u015f\u0131ya, ince s\u0131r\u0131tmas\u0131yla \u2018Mustafa Kemali d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum\u2019 diyordu darbe ko\u015fullar\u0131nda. Kocaman ve nas\u0131rl\u0131 ellerini soran herkese \u2018eme\u011fin ellerinde zarafet olmaz\u2019 deyi\u015fini unutamad\u0131 daha sonra y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc da\u011flara d\u00f6nen ve bir daha geri d\u00f6nmeyen \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm\u2026 Dedem, k\u00f6ye her geli\u015finde cebinde akide \u015fekerleri da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rd\u0131 yol ba\u015flar\u0131nda sadece onun geli\u015fini bekleyen \u00e7ocuklara. Bir g\u00fcn cebi bo\u015f geldi k\u00f6ye. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc dedem \u00e7ocukla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ocuklar ise b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc art\u0131k. Ve dedem \u00f6ld\u00fc! Ve imam \u00f6ld\u00fc! \u00c7ocuklar g\u00f6zlerini alan o da\u011f ba\u015flar\u0131nda vuruldu! 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