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22 Ocak 2024<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00fclkede do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklara verilen isim ile isim konulan d\u00f6nemin politik ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel iklimi aras\u0131nda dolay\u0131ms\u0131z bir ba\u011f vard\u0131r. \u0130simlendirmek s\u00f6m\u00fcrgeci i\u00e7in yeniden d\u00fczenleme yoluyla iktidar\u0131n\u0131 peki\u015ftirme prati\u011fine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken s\u00f6m\u00fcrge birey i\u00e7in \u2018\u00f6z\u00fcn ve hakikatin\u2019 beyanat\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. K\u00fcrdistan\u2019\u0131n kuzeyinde 1938 ile ba\u015flayan \u2018uzun suskunluk\u2019 ve \u2018s\u00f6m\u00fcrgecili\u011fin yeni tahkim d\u00f6nemi\u2019 olarak an\u0131lan tarih aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda devletin okuluyla, karakoluyla ve sa\u011fl\u0131k oca\u011f\u0131yla s\u0131zabildi\u011fi yerlerde yeni do\u011fan binlerce \u00e7ocu\u011fa \u00e7o\u011funlukla ya k\u00f6y\u00fcn en sevilen \u00f6\u011fretmeninin ya da hem\u015firesinin ismi konuldu. Anti kolonyal bilincin yerine suskunlu\u011fun ve dipten dibe beyaza olan hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00fclt\u00fcrel bir tutuma d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o y\u0131llarda Gever ile \u015eemz\u00eenan aras\u0131nda bulunan Sp\u00eer\u00eaz Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n eteklerindeki o \u0131ss\u0131z k\u00f6yde do\u011fan R\u00fbken\u2019e k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fretmeninin e\u015finin ismi konulur: Aysel\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1990\u2019lar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131d\u0131r; birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce tarihin imdat freni \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f bald\u0131r\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak taraf\u0131ndan Gabar, \u00c7irav ve Govend silsilesinde \u00e7ekilmi\u015ftir, tarihe ve k\u00fcrd\u00fcn mak\u00fbs talihine m\u00fcdahale edilmi\u015ftir.   Da\u011flar ovaya, ovalar da\u011fa ses vermektedir art\u0131k. K\u00fcrd\u00fcn kalemi de han\u00e7eri de ayn\u0131 sava\u015f alan\u0131na uygun ad\u0131mlarla \u2018Ey Raq\u00eep\u2019 ve \u2018\u00c7erxa \u015eore\u015f\u00ea\u2019 e\u015fli\u011finde y\u00fcr\u00fcmektedir. Da\u011f\u0131n ve ovan\u0131n vuslat\u0131n\u0131 anlatan bu a\u015fk hik\u00e2yesinde her f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fma illegal bir s\u00f6yle\u015fme ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne bir s\u00f6zle\u015fmeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmektedir. Ovalardan da\u011flara y\u00fcr\u00fcyen Aysel\u2019ler R\u00fbken\u2019lere, Nazan\u2019lar N\u00fbda\u2019lara tekrar d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmektedir. Cegerxw\u00een\u2019in 70\u2019lerde sordu\u011fu K\u00ee me ez? sorusu kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k bulmu\u015f, adanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kahramanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve onurun hik\u00e2yeleri koca bir topo\u011frafyada yay\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a yay\u0131lmaktad\u0131r\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Takvimler 92\u2019den 93\u2019e ge\u00e7erken Gever, binlerce sar\u0131 mekapl\u0131n\u0131n ate\u015ften dans\u0131na \u015fahitlik etmektedir. Aysel, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131r. K\u00f6ye m\u00fctemadiyen gelen sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar kimseye benzememektedir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Bellerine kadar y\u00fckselen kar\u0131 yara yara y\u00fczlerce kilometre y\u00fcr\u00fcyen bu insanlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcten kudretin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fer Aysel. \u0130lk soru sordu\u011fu sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 T\u0131p Fak\u00fcltesini b\u0131rak\u0131p gelmi\u015ftir. Aysel, ortaokulu bile il\u00e7e merkezi k\u00f6ylerine uzak diye okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in hay\u0131flan\u0131rken doktor ona bilmenin, bilenmenin ve b\u00fcy\u00fcmenin okulla hi\u00e7 bir ilgisinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 toplar Aysel ve bir bahar sabah\u0131 biriktirdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 da yan\u0131na alarak da\u011flara y\u00fcr\u00fcr. Dayika Hel\u00eem \u2018Aysoka min biharek\u00ea wenda b\u00fb\u2019[1]<\/a> der ve bir daha konuyu bile a\u00e7maz\u2026 1994 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaral\u0131 bir yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131rken bir kur\u015fun da Aysel\u2019in s\u0131rt\u0131na gelir ve cevaplar\u0131yla birlikte an\u0131s\u0131 da\u011flara g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr. Ye\u011feni Bedirxan, k\u00f6ye gelen \u00c7ayan isimli sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131ya b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayranl\u0131k duyar ve halas\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi patikalardan y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp 49\u2019lar\u0131n yan yana g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00c7iyare\u015fk\u2019te konumlan\u0131r. 2003 y\u0131l\u0131nda solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakta tavan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kmesiyle 49\u2019lar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr. S\u00eepan\u00ea Efr\u00een\u00ee\u2019nin \u2018\u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea lehiya xw\u00een\u00ea t\u00ea \/ Kelha Dimdim\u00ea \u00e7i li ber te t\u00ea\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 koynuna alarak\u2026  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aysel\u2019in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi Nuran ablas\u0131n\u0131n ve ye\u011feninin yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f hik\u00e2yesini tamamlamak i\u00e7in Sp\u00eer\u00eaz silsilesinden \u2018H\u00eal\u00eena \u015e\u00earan\u2019 denilen yere do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flar ve var\u0131r varmaz ablas\u0131n\u0131n ve ye\u011feninin isimlerinin bile\u015fkesi olan R\u00fbken \u00c7ayan kodunu al\u0131r. 2012\u2019nin Mart\u2019\u0131nda Dola Kok\u00ea\u2019de dokuz yolda\u015f\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131\u011f alt\u0131nda kal\u0131r; yolda\u015flar\u0131 vasiyetine sad\u0131k kal\u0131r ve o da\u011flarda kal\u0131r kocaman g\u00f6zleri\u2026 Ayn\u0131 y\u0131l Bedirxan\u2019\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi Demhat abisinin ismini devral\u0131r ve \u00c7ayan Can olarak yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir hasretin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fer. 2016 y\u0131l\u0131nda Sason Da\u011flar\u0131nda devletin gri listesinde \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7entik at\u0131lan K\u00fcrtlerden biri olarak resmi kay\u0131tlara d\u00fc\u015fer. Xeberek hat\u00ee ji Diyar\u00ea Sason \/ D\u00eesa bir\u00een\u00ean kevin li cerg \u00fb dilan de veb\u00fbn\u2026\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 yank\u0131lan\u0131r Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n Gever\u2019in \u00fccra bir vadisindeki evinde\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131llar sonra 1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda kimin \u00e7ekti\u011fi hala belli olmayan bir foto\u011fraf ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. Fotoda Bedirxan ve Starxan vard\u0131r ama Demhat eksiktir fotodan. Demhat\u2019\u0131n neden foto\u011fraf karesinde olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 annesine sorudu\u011fumuzda anne g\u00fclerek \u2018Demhat foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirmeyecek kadar utanga\u00e7t\u0131\u2019 demi\u015fti\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131llar sonra Bedirxan ve Demhat\u2019\u0131n karde\u015fi olan Starxan zindana d\u00fc\u015fer. Geride tek bir erkek evlad\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Dayika Xem\u00ea\u2019nin.  O da evlenir ve do\u011fan ilk \u00e7ocu\u011funa Demhat ismini koyar. \u2018Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc Demhat\u2019a \u00e7ok benziyor ve amcas\u0131 gibi kokuyor\u2019 dedi\u011finde Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 donuyor! \u2018\u00c7ocuklar\u0131ma eksik verdi\u011fim b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgiyi bu \u00e7ocu\u011fa y\u00fckledim\u2019 diyerek s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle bitiriyor: Hinek xem ew qas giran \u00fb p\u00eeroz in div\u00ea b\u00ean xemilandin\u2026 \u2018 [2]<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda sabitledi\u011fi o h\u00fcz\u00fcn, direngenlik, \u00f6fke ve kaybetmedi\u011fi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bu b\u00fcy\u00fck destans\u0131 direni\u015fin i\u00e7inden sadece ma\u011fduriyeti ve kayb\u0131 ay\u0131klay\u0131p g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze sokan \u2018ma\u011fduriyet tap\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n\u2019 anlayabilece\u011fi bir \u015fey de\u011fildir. Y\u00fcz\u00fcne neredeyse direni\u015fin b\u00fct\u00fcn hallerini bir duygular atlas\u0131 gibi yerle\u015ftirmi\u015f olan Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n demledi\u011fi \u00e7ayda bile \u2018\u00c7aya li gel hevala \u00e7aya her\u00ee xwe\u015fe\u2019 deyi\u015fi diri bir haf\u0131zan\u0131n ve unutmaman\u0131n direni\u015f k\u00fclliyat\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l besledi\u011fini tekrar tekrar bizlere anlatmaya devam ediyor\u2026  <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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[1]<\/a> Aysel\u2019im bir baharda kayboldu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

[2]<\/a> Baz\u0131 ac\u0131lar o kadar a\u011f\u0131r ve kutsald\u0131r ki onlar\u0131 s\u00fcsleyip g\u00fczelle\u015ftirmek zorundas\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

22 Ocak 2024 Bir \u00fclkede do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklara verilen isim ile isim konulan d\u00f6nemin politik ve k\u00fclt\u00fcrel iklimi aras\u0131nda dolay\u0131ms\u0131z bir ba\u011f vard\u0131r. \u0130simlendirmek s\u00f6m\u00fcrgeci i\u00e7in yeniden d\u00fczenleme yoluyla iktidar\u0131n\u0131 peki\u015ftirme prati\u011fine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken s\u00f6m\u00fcrge birey i\u00e7in \u2018\u00f6z\u00fcn ve hakikatin\u2019 beyanat\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. K\u00fcrdistan\u2019\u0131n kuzeyinde 1938 ile ba\u015flayan \u2018uzun suskunluk\u2019 ve \u2018s\u00f6m\u00fcrgecili\u011fin yeni tahkim d\u00f6nemi\u2019 olarak an\u0131lan tarih aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda devletin okuluyla, karakoluyla ve sa\u011fl\u0131k oca\u011f\u0131yla s\u0131zabildi\u011fi yerlerde yeni do\u011fan binlerce \u00e7ocu\u011fa \u00e7o\u011funlukla ya k\u00f6y\u00fcn en sevilen \u00f6\u011fretmeninin ya da hem\u015firesinin ismi konuldu. Anti kolonyal bilincin yerine suskunlu\u011fun ve dipten dibe beyaza olan hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00fclt\u00fcrel bir tutuma d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o y\u0131llarda Gever ile \u015eemz\u00eenan aras\u0131nda bulunan Sp\u00eer\u00eaz Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n eteklerindeki o \u0131ss\u0131z k\u00f6yde do\u011fan R\u00fbken\u2019e k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fretmeninin e\u015finin ismi konulur: Aysel\u2026 1990\u2019lar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131d\u0131r; birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce tarihin imdat freni \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f bald\u0131r\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak taraf\u0131ndan Gabar, \u00c7irav ve Govend silsilesinde \u00e7ekilmi\u015ftir, tarihe ve k\u00fcrd\u00fcn mak\u00fbs talihine m\u00fcdahale edilmi\u015ftir.   Da\u011flar ovaya, ovalar da\u011fa ses vermektedir art\u0131k. K\u00fcrd\u00fcn kalemi de han\u00e7eri de ayn\u0131 sava\u015f alan\u0131na uygun ad\u0131mlarla \u2018Ey Raq\u00eep\u2019 ve \u2018\u00c7erxa \u015eore\u015f\u00ea\u2019 e\u015fli\u011finde y\u00fcr\u00fcmektedir. Da\u011f\u0131n ve ovan\u0131n vuslat\u0131n\u0131 anlatan bu a\u015fk hik\u00e2yesinde her f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fma illegal bir s\u00f6yle\u015fme ve \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne bir s\u00f6zle\u015fmeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmektedir. Ovalardan da\u011flara y\u00fcr\u00fcyen Aysel\u2019ler R\u00fbken\u2019lere, Nazan\u2019lar N\u00fbda\u2019lara tekrar d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmektedir. Cegerxw\u00een\u2019in 70\u2019lerde sordu\u011fu K\u00ee me ez? sorusu kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k bulmu\u015f, adanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kahramanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve onurun hik\u00e2yeleri koca bir topo\u011frafyada yay\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a yay\u0131lmaktad\u0131r\u2026  Takvimler 92\u2019den 93\u2019e ge\u00e7erken Gever, binlerce sar\u0131 mekapl\u0131n\u0131n ate\u015ften dans\u0131na \u015fahitlik etmektedir. Aysel, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131r. K\u00f6ye m\u00fctemadiyen gelen sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar kimseye benzememektedir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Bellerine kadar y\u00fckselen kar\u0131 yara yara y\u00fczlerce kilometre y\u00fcr\u00fcyen bu insanlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcten kudretin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fer Aysel. \u0130lk soru sordu\u011fu sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 T\u0131p Fak\u00fcltesini b\u0131rak\u0131p gelmi\u015ftir. Aysel, ortaokulu bile il\u00e7e merkezi k\u00f6ylerine uzak diye okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in hay\u0131flan\u0131rken doktor ona bilmenin, bilenmenin ve b\u00fcy\u00fcmenin okulla hi\u00e7 bir ilgisinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 toplar Aysel ve bir bahar sabah\u0131 biriktirdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn cevaplar\u0131n\u0131 da yan\u0131na alarak da\u011flara y\u00fcr\u00fcr. Dayika Hel\u00eem \u2018Aysoka min biharek\u00ea wenda b\u00fb\u2019[1] der ve bir daha konuyu bile a\u00e7maz\u2026 1994 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaral\u0131 bir yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131rken bir kur\u015fun da Aysel\u2019in s\u0131rt\u0131na gelir ve cevaplar\u0131yla birlikte an\u0131s\u0131 da\u011flara g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr. Ye\u011feni Bedirxan, k\u00f6ye gelen \u00c7ayan isimli sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131ya b\u00fcy\u00fck bir hayranl\u0131k duyar ve halas\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi patikalardan y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp 49\u2019lar\u0131n yan yana g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00c7iyare\u015fk\u2019te konumlan\u0131r. 2003 y\u0131l\u0131nda solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakta tavan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kmesiyle 49\u2019lar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr. S\u00eepan\u00ea Efr\u00een\u00ee\u2019nin \u2018\u00c7iyay\u00ea Re\u015fk\u00ea lehiya xw\u00een\u00ea t\u00ea \/ Kelha Dimdim\u00ea \u00e7i li ber te t\u00ea\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 koynuna alarak\u2026   Aysel\u2019in k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi Nuran ablas\u0131n\u0131n ve ye\u011feninin yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f hik\u00e2yesini tamamlamak i\u00e7in Sp\u00eer\u00eaz silsilesinden \u2018H\u00eal\u00eena \u015e\u00earan\u2019 denilen yere do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flar ve var\u0131r varmaz ablas\u0131n\u0131n ve ye\u011feninin isimlerinin bile\u015fkesi olan R\u00fbken \u00c7ayan kodunu al\u0131r. 2012\u2019nin Mart\u2019\u0131nda Dola Kok\u00ea\u2019de dokuz yolda\u015f\u0131yla \u00e7\u0131\u011f alt\u0131nda kal\u0131r; yolda\u015flar\u0131 vasiyetine sad\u0131k kal\u0131r ve o da\u011flarda kal\u0131r kocaman g\u00f6zleri\u2026 Ayn\u0131 y\u0131l Bedirxan\u2019\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck karde\u015fi Demhat abisinin ismini devral\u0131r ve \u00c7ayan Can olarak yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f bir hasretin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fer. 2016 y\u0131l\u0131nda Sason Da\u011flar\u0131nda devletin gri listesinde \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7entik at\u0131lan K\u00fcrtlerden biri olarak resmi kay\u0131tlara d\u00fc\u015fer. Xeberek hat\u00ee ji Diyar\u00ea Sason \/ D\u00eesa bir\u00een\u00ean kevin li cerg \u00fb dilan de veb\u00fbn\u2026\u2019 \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 yank\u0131lan\u0131r Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n Gever\u2019in \u00fccra bir vadisindeki evinde\u2026 Y\u0131llar sonra 1993 y\u0131l\u0131nda kimin \u00e7ekti\u011fi hala belli olmayan bir foto\u011fraf ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. Fotoda Bedirxan ve Starxan vard\u0131r ama Demhat eksiktir fotodan. Demhat\u2019\u0131n neden foto\u011fraf karesinde olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 annesine sorudu\u011fumuzda anne g\u00fclerek \u2018Demhat foto\u011fraf \u00e7ektirmeyecek kadar utanga\u00e7t\u0131\u2019 demi\u015fti\u2026 Y\u0131llar sonra Bedirxan ve Demhat\u2019\u0131n karde\u015fi olan Starxan zindana d\u00fc\u015fer. Geride tek bir erkek evlad\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Dayika Xem\u00ea\u2019nin.  O da evlenir ve do\u011fan ilk \u00e7ocu\u011funa Demhat ismini koyar. \u2018Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc Demhat\u2019a \u00e7ok benziyor ve amcas\u0131 gibi kokuyor\u2019 dedi\u011finde Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 donuyor! \u2018\u00c7ocuklar\u0131ma eksik verdi\u011fim b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgiyi bu \u00e7ocu\u011fa y\u00fckledim\u2019 diyerek s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle bitiriyor: Hinek xem ew qas giran \u00fb p\u00eeroz in div\u00ea b\u00ean xemilandin\u2026 \u2018 [2] Xem\u00ea anan\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda sabitledi\u011fi o h\u00fcz\u00fcn, direngenlik, \u00f6fke ve kaybetmedi\u011fi g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc bu b\u00fcy\u00fck destans\u0131 direni\u015fin i\u00e7inden sadece ma\u011fduriyeti ve kayb\u0131 ay\u0131klay\u0131p g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze sokan \u2018ma\u011fduriyet tap\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n\u2019 anlayabilece\u011fi bir \u015fey de\u011fildir. 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