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S\u00fcrg\u00fcndeki insan g\u00fcn gelir yaln\u0131zca \u00fclkesini de\u011fil, bir g\u00fcn \u00fclkesine d\u00f6nebilme ihtimalini de kaybeder. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fclke dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey her zaman haritada s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir toprak par\u00e7as\u0131 de\u011fil, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir bekleyi\u015ftir. O bekleyi\u015f elimizden al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geriye yaln\u0131zca terk etti\u011fimiz \u00fclkeler ve \u015fehirler de\u011fil art\u0131k bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ona d\u00f6nemedi\u011fimiz ve i\u00e7inde hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde nefes alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir \u00e7ocukluk \u00f6zlemi kal\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n ilk \u00fclkesi \u00e7ocuklu\u011fudur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00dclkesi y\u0131k\u0131lan\u0131n evi olmaz.” derler. Bizim evimizi bombalar y\u0131kmad\u0131. Ama orada ya\u015fayabilme ihtimalimizi ortadan kald\u0131ranlar, o \u00fclkeyi ger\u00e7ekten ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za y\u0131kt\u0131lar, sevgili Murat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nanm\u0131yorsan pasaport kuyruklar\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msa; dilini bilmedi\u011fin sokaklar\u0131, seni hastaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyen, hatta y\u00fcz\u00fcne bile bakmayan o fa\u015fist polisleri an\u0131msa.\u00a0\u00a0\u00dclkesi viran edilmi\u015f bir insan\u0131n \u00f6nce dili tutukla\u015f\u0131r, sonra \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu uzakla\u015f\u0131r ve en sonunda \u00fclkeye de\u011fil d\u00f6nmeyi bekledi\u011fi bir \u00fclkeye ait oldu\u011funu hisseder. Bizimkiler bo\u015funa welat\u00ea\u00a0xer\u00eebiy\u00ea\u00a0dememi\u015fler. Xer\u00eeb\u00ee hem \u00f6zlemdir hem yabanc\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r, hem garipliktir hem de garibanl\u0131kt\u0131r K\u00fcrd\u00fcn l\u00fcgat\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00fclkenin ne zaman y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 sorusunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 ben hayat\u0131m boyunca yanl\u0131\u015f yerlerde arad\u0131m. Bavulumuzu elimize al\u0131p Hakkari’den ilk \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn bizim \u00fclkemiz her yerinden k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Senin binbir zahmetle girdi\u011fin Anadolu Lisesi’ni sevdi\u011fin k\u0131z y\u00fcz\u00fcnden b\u0131rak\u0131p d\u00fcz liseye ge\u00e7ti\u011fin, o a\u015fktan da umudunu kesip \u015ei\u015fli Lisesi’nin \u00f6n\u00fcnde kitap satmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve oradan Japonya’ya kadar uzanan yolculu\u011fun ki\u015fisel bir g\u00f6\u00e7 hikayesi de\u011fildi. K\u00fcrdistan’\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131yla direni\u015finin kesi\u015fti\u011fi yerde sana ve milyonlarca K\u00fcrde \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir rotayd\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn de s\u00f6z\u00fcn de hep geriye, d\u00f6nmek istedi\u011fin yere d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc. Hi\u00e7bir zaman sana ait olmayan bir \u00fclkenin \u00f6zlemini \u00e7ekerken Japonya’n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc kurdun; ad\u0131na da\u00a0Avetiras<\/strong>\u00a0dedin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seni yaln\u0131zca Japonya’da bir g\u00f6zalt\u0131 merkezinde \u00f6len bir K\u00fcrt olarak hat\u0131rlamak, b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 tek bir foto\u011fraf karesine s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmak kadar zalimce. \u0130nsan bazen \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerle de\u011fil, oraya kadar neden gitmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131yla anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r. K\u00fcrd\u00fcn g\u00f6\u00e7 hik\u00e2yesi belki de tek c\u00fcmlede \u00f6zetlenebilir: Eve d\u00f6nebilmek i\u00e7in evden uzakla\u015fmak zorunda kalmak. O yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kanlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu ya geri d\u00f6nemedi; ya da d\u00f6nenler hi\u00e7bir zaman ayn\u0131 eve d\u00f6nmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn, “Kurdistan bir hik\u00e2yeler repertuar\u0131d\u0131r; o hik\u00e2yeleri bu halk\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 anlatmal\u0131.” demi\u015ftin. Bununla yaln\u0131zca hik\u00e2ye anlat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kastetmiyordun; bir var olma bi\u00e7iminden s\u00f6z ediyordun. Son filmindeki “Yaw Kurd\u00ee biaxivin!” hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 da bunun en sahici ifadesiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sana “s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde \u00f6ld\u00fc” demeleri kan\u0131ma dokunuyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7bir zaman edilgen bir kader olarak ya\u015famad\u0131n. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n neresinde olsan, bulundu\u011fun yeri hakikatini g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr k\u0131lman\u0131n imk\u00e2n\u0131na \u00e7evirdin. Japonya sokaklar\u0131nda g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6p toplaman\u0131n ba\u015fka nas\u0131l bir a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 olabilir? Sen, gitti\u011fi her yere \u00fclkesiyle birlikte giden insanlardand\u0131n. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bir fabrikan\u0131n gece vardiyas\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken de bir senaryonun ba\u015f\u0131nda sabahlarken de ayn\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yordun. Bar y\u00fckt\u00fcr biliyorsun; barkirin hem y\u00fcklenmek hem de g\u00f6\u00e7 etmektir. Biz hepsine raz\u0131yd\u0131k. Ama bu kadar erken g\u00f6\u00e7 etmen zorumuza gidiyor i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen ailenin i\u00e7indeki en sevimli proleterdin. Mizah\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman bir g\u00f6rev duygusuna d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmedin. “Ab\u00ea, ka guh\u00ea xwe bide min…” diye ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlenin ard\u0131ndan mutlaka g\u00fclece\u011fimizi bildik. O y\u00fczden senin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil kahkahan\u0131 hat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131z. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kahkaha i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yorgunlu\u011fun, hasretin ve belirsizli\u011fin panzehriydi. G\u00fclerken k\u0131s\u0131lan g\u00f6zlerini unutmayaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Senin \u00fclkenin ad\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman pasaportunda yazmad\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen, da\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131n d\u00fcz yolda bile yaylanarak y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o kendine \u00f6zg\u00fc ad\u0131mlar\u0131nla, gururla giydi\u011fin berguz ve \u015fal \u00fb \u015fapikinle, ad\u0131 resm\u00ee kay\u0131tlarda ge\u00e7meyen \u00fclkeni bedeninde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131n durdun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun? Bir g\u00fcn Avetiras’ta dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterip, \u201cAb\u00ea, \u015furaya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir prefabrik ev kuraca\u011f\u0131m. Sen de \u015fu dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda kitab\u0131n\u0131 yazacaks\u0131n.\u201d demi\u015ftin. O a\u011fa\u00e7 h\u00e2l\u00e2 orada. Bu yaz yine meyve vermi\u015ftir belki. Sana verdi\u011fim s\u00f6z\u00fc unutmad\u0131m. \u00d6mr\u00fcm yeterse, bir g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten o a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde oturup o kitab\u0131 yazaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beyo\u011flu’nda MKM’nin \u00f6n\u00fcnden her ge\u00e7i\u015fimizde, \u201cYaw ab\u00ea, hele bi bizimkilere de bakal\u0131m.\u201d deyi\u015fin h\u00e2l\u00e2 kula\u011f\u0131mda.\u00a0Baz\u0131 c\u00fcmleler, onlar\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen insan gittikten sonra insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde sonsuza dek ya\u015famaya devam eder. Senin bizde bitmeyen hat\u0131ran gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Senin hik\u00e2yen yar\u0131m kalmad\u0131 sevgili Murat. Baz\u0131 hayatlar ne kadar uzun ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131yla de\u011fil, ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlamla tan\u0131mlan\u0131r ve tamamlan\u0131r. Senin \u00f6mr\u00fcn y\u0131llarla de\u011fil, ge\u00e7ti\u011fin yollarla ve y\u00f6nlerle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclmeli o y\u00fczden. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u00dclkesi y\u0131k\u0131lan\u0131n evi olmaz.\u201d dedim ya\u2026 Sen bu s\u00f6z\u00fc de eksik b\u0131rakt\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gitti\u011fin her yerde \u00fclkene ait bir iz b\u0131rakt\u0131n. Dilinde, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde, dostluklar\u0131nda, filmlerinde\u2026 Bize de insan\u0131n yurdunu bazen omuzlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yabilece\u011fini g\u00f6sterdin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyl\u00fcle yeti\u015femedin. Ama yine de d\u00f6n\u00fcyorsun. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri, ayn\u0131 istikamete do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f uzun bir yoldu. \u015eimdi o yol seni topra\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen kalbimin ve o dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinden bir an olsun ayr\u0131lma, emi? Seni orada ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131m ben, s\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve bir g\u00fcn ben ger\u00e7ekten o dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na oturup kitab\u0131m\u0131 yazarsam, bil ki ilk c\u00fcmlesi sana ait olacak. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen hakl\u0131yd\u0131n. Kurdistan ger\u00e7ekten de bir hik\u00e2yeler repertuar\u0131d\u0131r. Ve repertuar\u0131n en g\u00fczel hik\u00e2yelerinden birini de bize ya\u015fam\u0131nla anlatt\u0131n. O hik\u00e2ye bitmedi. T\u0131pk\u0131 son g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerinin birinde dedi\u011fin gibi: “Bu bir veda de\u011fil\u2026”<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00fcrg\u00fcndeki insan g\u00fcn gelir yaln\u0131zca \u00fclkesini de\u011fil, bir g\u00fcn \u00fclkesine d\u00f6nebilme ihtimalini de kaybeder. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fclke dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey her zaman haritada s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir toprak par\u00e7as\u0131 de\u011fil, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir bekleyi\u015ftir. O bekleyi\u015f elimizden al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda geriye yaln\u0131zca terk etti\u011fimiz \u00fclkeler ve \u015fehirler de\u011fil art\u0131k bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc ona d\u00f6nemedi\u011fimiz ve i\u00e7inde hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde nefes alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir \u00e7ocukluk \u00f6zlemi kal\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n ilk \u00fclkesi \u00e7ocuklu\u011fudur… “\u00dclkesi y\u0131k\u0131lan\u0131n evi olmaz.” derler. Bizim evimizi bombalar y\u0131kmad\u0131. Ama orada ya\u015fayabilme ihtimalimizi ortadan kald\u0131ranlar, o \u00fclkeyi ger\u00e7ekten ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za y\u0131kt\u0131lar, sevgili Murat. \u0130nanm\u0131yorsan pasaport kuyruklar\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msa; dilini bilmedi\u011fin sokaklar\u0131, seni hastaneye g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyen, hatta y\u00fcz\u00fcne bile bakmayan o fa\u015fist polisleri an\u0131msa.\u00a0\u00a0\u00dclkesi viran edilmi\u015f bir insan\u0131n \u00f6nce dili tutukla\u015f\u0131r, sonra \u00e7ocuklu\u011fu uzakla\u015f\u0131r ve en sonunda \u00fclkeye de\u011fil d\u00f6nmeyi bekledi\u011fi bir \u00fclkeye ait oldu\u011funu hisseder. Bizimkiler bo\u015funa welat\u00ea\u00a0xer\u00eebiy\u00ea\u00a0dememi\u015fler. Xer\u00eeb\u00ee hem \u00f6zlemdir hem yabanc\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r, hem garipliktir hem de garibanl\u0131kt\u0131r K\u00fcrd\u00fcn l\u00fcgat\u0131nda\u2026 Bir \u00fclkenin ne zaman y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 sorusunun cevab\u0131n\u0131 ben hayat\u0131m boyunca yanl\u0131\u015f yerlerde arad\u0131m. Bavulumuzu elimize al\u0131p Hakkari’den ilk \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn bizim \u00fclkemiz her yerinden k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Senin binbir zahmetle girdi\u011fin Anadolu Lisesi’ni sevdi\u011fin k\u0131z y\u00fcz\u00fcnden b\u0131rak\u0131p d\u00fcz liseye ge\u00e7ti\u011fin, o a\u015fktan da umudunu kesip \u015ei\u015fli Lisesi’nin \u00f6n\u00fcnde kitap satmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve oradan Japonya’ya kadar uzanan yolculu\u011fun ki\u015fisel bir g\u00f6\u00e7 hikayesi de\u011fildi. K\u00fcrdistan’\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131yla direni\u015finin kesi\u015fti\u011fi yerde sana ve milyonlarca K\u00fcrde \u00e7izilmi\u015f bir rotayd\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn de s\u00f6z\u00fcn de hep geriye, d\u00f6nmek istedi\u011fin yere d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc. Hi\u00e7bir zaman sana ait olmayan bir \u00fclkenin \u00f6zlemini \u00e7ekerken Japonya’n\u0131n ortas\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc kurdun; ad\u0131na da\u00a0Avetiras\u00a0dedin. Seni yaln\u0131zca Japonya’da bir g\u00f6zalt\u0131 merkezinde \u00f6len bir K\u00fcrt olarak hat\u0131rlamak, b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 tek bir foto\u011fraf karesine s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmak kadar zalimce. \u0130nsan bazen \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerle de\u011fil, oraya kadar neden gitmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131yla anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r. K\u00fcrd\u00fcn g\u00f6\u00e7 hik\u00e2yesi belki de tek c\u00fcmlede \u00f6zetlenebilir: Eve d\u00f6nebilmek i\u00e7in evden uzakla\u015fmak zorunda kalmak. O yolculu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kanlar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu ya geri d\u00f6nemedi; ya da d\u00f6nenler hi\u00e7bir zaman ayn\u0131 eve d\u00f6nmedi. Bir g\u00fcn, “Kurdistan bir hik\u00e2yeler repertuar\u0131d\u0131r; o hik\u00e2yeleri bu halk\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 anlatmal\u0131.” demi\u015ftin. Bununla yaln\u0131zca hik\u00e2ye anlat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kastetmiyordun; bir var olma bi\u00e7iminden s\u00f6z ediyordun. Son filmindeki “Yaw Kurd\u00ee biaxivin!” hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 da bunun en sahici ifadesiydi. Sana “s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde \u00f6ld\u00fc” demeleri kan\u0131ma dokunuyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc hi\u00e7bir zaman edilgen bir kader olarak ya\u015famad\u0131n. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n neresinde olsan, bulundu\u011fun yeri hakikatini g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr k\u0131lman\u0131n imk\u00e2n\u0131na \u00e7evirdin. Japonya sokaklar\u0131nda g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6p toplaman\u0131n ba\u015fka nas\u0131l bir a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 olabilir? Sen, gitti\u011fi her yere \u00fclkesiyle birlikte giden insanlardand\u0131n.  .  Bir fabrikan\u0131n gece vardiyas\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken de bir senaryonun ba\u015f\u0131nda sabahlarken de ayn\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131yordun. Bar y\u00fckt\u00fcr biliyorsun; barkirin hem y\u00fcklenmek hem de g\u00f6\u00e7 etmektir. Biz hepsine raz\u0131yd\u0131k. Ama bu kadar erken g\u00f6\u00e7 etmen zorumuza gidiyor i\u015fte\u2026 Sen ailenin i\u00e7indeki en sevimli proleterdin. Mizah\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman bir g\u00f6rev duygusuna d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmedin. “Ab\u00ea, ka guh\u00ea xwe bide min…” diye ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmlenin ard\u0131ndan mutlaka g\u00fclece\u011fimizi bildik. O y\u00fczden senin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil kahkahan\u0131 hat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131z. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kahkaha i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yorgunlu\u011fun, hasretin ve belirsizli\u011fin panzehriydi. G\u00fclerken k\u0131s\u0131lan g\u00f6zlerini unutmayaca\u011f\u0131z. Senin \u00fclkenin ad\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman pasaportunda yazmad\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen, da\u011fl\u0131lar\u0131n d\u00fcz yolda bile yaylanarak y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o kendine \u00f6zg\u00fc ad\u0131mlar\u0131nla, gururla giydi\u011fin berguz ve \u015fal \u00fb \u015fapikinle, ad\u0131 resm\u00ee kay\u0131tlarda ge\u00e7meyen \u00fclkeni bedeninde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131n durdun. Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun? Bir g\u00fcn Avetiras’ta dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterip, \u201cAb\u00ea, \u015furaya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir prefabrik ev kuraca\u011f\u0131m. Sen de \u015fu dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda kitab\u0131n\u0131 yazacaks\u0131n.\u201d demi\u015ftin. O a\u011fa\u00e7 h\u00e2l\u00e2 orada. Bu yaz yine meyve vermi\u015ftir belki. Sana verdi\u011fim s\u00f6z\u00fc unutmad\u0131m. \u00d6mr\u00fcm yeterse, bir g\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten o a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde oturup o kitab\u0131 yazaca\u011f\u0131m. Beyo\u011flu’nda MKM’nin \u00f6n\u00fcnden her ge\u00e7i\u015fimizde, \u201cYaw ab\u00ea, hele bi bizimkilere de bakal\u0131m.\u201d deyi\u015fin h\u00e2l\u00e2 kula\u011f\u0131mda.\u00a0Baz\u0131 c\u00fcmleler, onlar\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen insan gittikten sonra insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde sonsuza dek ya\u015famaya devam eder. Senin bizde bitmeyen hat\u0131ran gibi. Senin hik\u00e2yen yar\u0131m kalmad\u0131 sevgili Murat. Baz\u0131 hayatlar ne kadar uzun ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131yla de\u011fil, ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlamla tan\u0131mlan\u0131r ve tamamlan\u0131r. Senin \u00f6mr\u00fcn y\u0131llarla de\u011fil, ge\u00e7ti\u011fin yollarla ve y\u00f6nlerle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclmeli o y\u00fczden.  \u201c\u00dclkesi y\u0131k\u0131lan\u0131n evi olmaz.\u201d dedim ya\u2026 Sen bu s\u00f6z\u00fc de eksik b\u0131rakt\u0131n. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gitti\u011fin her yerde \u00fclkene ait bir iz b\u0131rakt\u0131n. Dilinde, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde, dostluklar\u0131nda, filmlerinde\u2026 Bize de insan\u0131n yurdunu bazen omuzlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yabilece\u011fini g\u00f6sterdin. Eyl\u00fcle yeti\u015femedin. Ama yine de d\u00f6n\u00fcyorsun. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri, ayn\u0131 istikamete do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f uzun bir yoldu. \u015eimdi o yol seni topra\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Sen kalbimin ve o dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinden bir an olsun ayr\u0131lma, emi? Seni orada ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131m ben, s\u00f6z\u00fcm olsun. Ve bir g\u00fcn ben ger\u00e7ekten o dut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na oturup kitab\u0131m\u0131 yazarsam, bil ki ilk c\u00fcmlesi sana ait olacak. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen hakl\u0131yd\u0131n. Kurdistan ger\u00e7ekten de bir hik\u00e2yeler repertuar\u0131d\u0131r. Ve repertuar\u0131n en g\u00fczel hik\u00e2yelerinden birini de bize ya\u015fam\u0131nla anlatt\u0131n. O hik\u00e2ye bitmedi. T\u0131pk\u0131 son g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerinin birinde dedi\u011fin gibi: “Bu bir veda de\u011fil\u2026”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":64,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=485"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":517,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/485\/revisions\/517"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/selaheddinbiyani.com.tr\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}